yuliana

2010-07-26T20:32:00.002+08:00

For some unknown reasons, I unlocked this blog again.
I'm updating it again after so long. Anyway, I doubt anyone will see this. This is again just another dead blog.

Recent updates:
Firstly, the room which is normally quiet is now added with another person. Yes, that's my bro. Now it's getting a lil noisier than usual since he talks a lot. Lol.
It's never a bad thing to have family members around.

I admit that I'm not a good sister and that's clearly shown. I'm never a person that is being asked for help. Reason being I'm unreliable. Useless right? Ha. But I do feel great with family. Afterall, family is the one will be there for you no matter what happens. I can't help them though:/

Secondly, school works are piling up. It's this period of the sem again. I still can't handle my work in poly well, as usual. I've sort of gotten used to it though. I can't gain back the motivation like in the past for no reason. However, I'll still have to carry on. That's tiring.

Having have to face some irresponsible people is tiring too. They said school is the best moment in life. I do agree in some ways, but I don't think it is currently.

Thirdly, I can't work in Ritz anymore, maybe not now? I don't know. I shan't elaborate this further.

Last, I don't feel like saying it here. I have no words to describe anything too. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, even till now.

Well, that's it. I don't know if I'll ever update anything again:/

2010-04-09T01:23:00.004+08:00

It's never easy to satisfy one's needs.

I've always been very self centred, probably since the day I was born to this world(I don't have a choice. That's my personality) Everyone who is close to me knew about it. Maybe not all, but majority of them. So, thinking about other's feelings before my own is never in my mind first. Until when something goes very wrong, then, I'll realise what's more important.

Things are no longer the same now. I know I'm being a little cruel at times, but the reality is cruel. I might not be very considerate. But you're not being one too. We're the same. Think about it! You'll do the same to me if you're in my place now. It happened to you before and if there's a first time, there will be a second, third and etc. Human beings are born selfish. For that, you can't blame anyone else, but you, for being born as one of the beings.

You're one who is putting on a mask in front of those people out there too. Don't just say about me! Face the reality! Everyone is born with both positive and negative personalities. We can't always ask for the best from others while you, yourself, can't give your best. You gotta learn to accept both!

You might never read this, maybe not now, but I'm sure you know who you are.

2010-04-08T02:50:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, without realising, you'll commit mistakes that you can actually avoid. But, subconsciously, you've committed such mistakes and regretted right after.

I'm in this situation. No point regretting right RIGHT?

I shall move on.

P.s. It has been ages since I've updated.

2009-12-12T22:02:00.001+08:00

CT is here again! This blog is dead again. LOL.

BYE!~

2009-11-20T00:21:00.003+08:00

If only all these things have not happened.
I could have prevented it from happening. Why didn't I do so?

I'm feeling very guilty now.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate this feeling!
I hate making empty promises but I did it twice! ):

I'm just adding oil to fire! It ain't supposed to be like this.
Why can't I do the things that I'm supposed to do??!!?!

I think I shouldn't think so much about it. But I just can't seem to be able to concentrate on what I'm supposed to be doing now? WHY WHY WHY? ):

2009-11-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

I'm very disorganised now. A lot of things are not yet done. I tried to settle them fast but I'm feeling very restless. I thought I would be awake after the running, but I still fell asleep after a warm bath.

Dark circles and eye bags have become my good friends): I used to be so proud that I'm always one of the few who don't have dark circles and eye bags. Tsk.
I tried to sleep earlier last night but I couldn't. I tried reading books and notes but still failed. It took me hours before I could finally sleep.

Besides those undone works, I've been going for classes late almost everyday. I don't know what happen to me:/ Is it the bus' fault or my fault? No, it's mine. *sigh*

School has become not so important to me now, so as Jap. I'm like wasting dad's money to make myself suffer instead of enjoying every single lesson, like how I used to be.

What exactly is important?
I need to get back the past motivation! I have to..

~signing off~

2009-11-08T03:27:00.006+08:00

Hi bloggy, I'm back again. It's been a long time since I've updated. Haha.

I haven't revised a single thing for my Jap when my mid-term exams is at 5:15pm later. Furthermore, I'm still awake at such time. I don't think I can wake up early and revise later. My time-management is still very sucky. It's no improvement at all. Sigh!

Anyway, wish me luck! I think I'm 99% failing though:/

And again! No recent updates, no pictures. HAHAHA, I'm just plain lazy for blogging.
BYE!:D

2009-10-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. This blog is dead. Haha.

Anyway, school has officially started for a week plus.
School is tiring. That's all.

BYEBYE!~

2009-10-09T01:39:00.001+08:00

Nothing much happened this week. Hmmm.. I didn't really work and I'm not sure what have I done. The only thing I can remember is going out with Ervi, Jh and Kim. Haa. Holidays are getting more and more boring but at the same time I don't wish for it to end. School is gonna be another hell again.

I've been having toothache every night or anytime I want to take a nap since Wednesday. It's the worst toothache ever. I wonder when can I relief from the pain. It costs me 85 bucks to visit the dentist and she didn't even give me any painkiller or MC-_- Furthermore, I have to make another trip down or maybe I should go to another dental clinic(?)

I didn't work again today. I heard from Jh that they were very rushed finding replacement out of a sudden. I feel so bad now:(

*yawn* I'm feeling so restless these days.
Bye~

Blog unlocked!

2009-09-29T03:21:00.006+08:00

I've decided to unlock this blog again since I'm updating:D Previously, it was locked because of its lack of updates, not because I have secrets okay?

It took me hours to change this blog skin and the new tagboard. I'm such a computer noob-_-

Since holidays are here, I'm busy working again. But I didn't work that much as compared to last time and not intending to because I get tired very easily now. Maybe I'm getting older. Haha. Working for F1 race is a new experience. It was actually quite fun, time passed pretty fast and I got to watch the race for free. Tiring though.

Without realising, It's already a month since holidays have started. Soon, school will be reopening again. Time flies eh.

Anyway, Yusdi is in Singapore now. Not for holidays, but for schooling. Hopefully he'll get use to the life in Singapore soon:)

*Signing off~

2009-08-26T19:51:00.004+08:00

I just received a call from mummy. She and my youngest bro will be coming tomorrow morning. My bro will be going for operation(hopefully it's a small operation) Health problem again!:( Hopefully he'll be fine. Mummy said it's an EMERGENCY that's why they'll be rushing here early in the morning.

Luckily tomorrow is my last paper so that I can go down to Mt. E to see him after the paper.

BYE!
Omg! I'm still stuck at topic 1.

2009-08-25T17:32:00.002+08:00

1 paper down, 2 more to go!

As usual, I screwed my CMB. Stupid brain can never function properly during tests and exams-_- Why is it that I always forget what I've studied or memorised once I see the question papers? Hmmm.. I think I was too nervous again.

Just had a long nap, better get going and chiong for tomorrow's paper.
All the best everyone!

I can't wait for holidays to come:D:D

2009-08-19T23:10:00.003+08:00

So sleepy so sleepy so sleepy! I keep feeling sleepy and the more I sleep, the more sleepy I will feel.

First paper is on the 25th and I haven't even finished 1/4 of all the topics(10+14+16). I broke my plan again and again and AGAINNNNNN!! Where's my self-discipline? :( I'm so disorganised.

I'm still feeling sleepy even after that 4 hours of nap.
BYE BLOGGY!

P.S. Get well soon ervi!:D

& all the best for those who are having exams!

2009-08-17T01:02:00.002+08:00

Nothing good happened today but I'm feeling high highh HIGHHH!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA! I think caffeine is taking its effects on me._. I like starbucks caramel frappe but I don't get to drink it just now): I end up drinking some mocha expresso(?) at some "I forgot the name" caffe @ Delfi. LOL.

I didn't study-_-

Oh shit!! It's already 1+ I BROKE MY SLEEPING PLAN!!!! This is bad.
Gotta go sleep now!!!!! GOODNIGHT!!:D

2009-08-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

Argh! I can't get anything into my brain!! ROARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

I think I cannot sleep well again tonight. My head is killing me and my heart beat is getting faster and faster. What's wrong? How to slow it down? I need to cool down. Breathe in, breathe out!!~ :O

2009-08-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

I have been having headache for almost everyday since two weeks ago. What's wrong with my stupid head? Even panadols don't work on me anymore. Or am I thinking too much? I know it's bad to keep taking panadols but I need that pain-killer terribly. I hate this feeling. Exams are coming!! How am I going to memorise all the things with this condition?

I think I need to sleep now.

2009-08-04T20:07:00.004+08:00

SHE REALLY PISSED ME OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I should congrats her for being the first one who pissed me off in my poly life.
Thanks for allowing me to see clearly!
It made me realised that working with other people is not easy. I've always been thinking that I am sux at group work. But now, I don't think I am the worst.

Worse thing is, you don't realise that you are at actually fault. You pushed all the blames to the others and gave all sorta lame excuses. I have enough of all these man!!!
& you didn't even feel guilty when we were told that we need to rehearse TOGETHER.

Well, I seriously hate projects. They can make things worse. They make friendships fragile. So yah, I'm just expressing out about how I feel here. If you think that I'm talking about you, sorry, I don't mean anything. This is the only way that can make me feel better.

Anyway, I hope this will not happen again. I don't wanna always be the bad person and it sucks when I have to lecture people about such thing.

BYE!!!

2009-08-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

I guess it's time to update a little.

I had a great time at Botanic Garden last Saturday and the dining too:D It's nice to meet up again with 4E2-rians. I miss them sooooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhh. & Api is off to Thailand. I didn't manage to send her off, like AGAIN!!! Many of them have left Singapore and again and again I didn't manage to send them off. Aww! Anyway, we shall meet up again during the holiday since a few of them missed the Saturday's gathering:D

I guess school is still as per normal. Practical exams, quizzes and projectsssss!!! They screw my life and I screw them too. HAHA. I doubt anyone likes them. They just got us a little busy.
Life isn't that boring but sometimes things can really piss me off. But well, it's gonna be alright.

Anyway, mom is here again, the second time in such a short period of time. Hmmm.. It's nice to see her again but I hope she'll be here for good things the next time she comes. Can't really go and find her this time. Hmmm..

It's time for me to learn to sleep earlier. But seems like I can never. Haha.
BYE!!!

2009-07-15T00:18:00.002+08:00

I need something to push me again, real hard. The motivations that I used to have were no longer there.
This is something that I've been pondering. I got haunted by this even in my dream, or should I say nightmare.

2009-07-14T01:15:00.002+08:00

Damn! I'm feeling so sick and weak now.
This is not a good sign. I need to drink loads and loads of water.

Need to sleep now! Nights.

2009-07-02T01:38:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I have the feeling that I'm walking on a path with no destinations and without any purposes. And what I see is only a blur vision.
It hit me so hard that it isn't recovering.

I need to find an alternative path and a different entrance and exit.

But, question is "How am I going to get back to the spirit again?" Answer is for me to find out.

2009-06-30T21:28:00.002+08:00

Is this what I deserved?
I realise that keeping myself that piece of reminder is still useless. It never works.
Will this continue? I wonder.

I know how people see about me. I don't care about their assumptions.
Because they don't know anything about me. As long as I know what I am doing, that's enough.

SIGNING OFF!~

2009-06-25T03:40:00.001+08:00

Camp later, meaning I gotta wake up early, EVEN EARLIER since I gotta take sleeping bag from Kim as I'm borrowing hers. But I'm having difficulty now. I CAN'T SLEEP!!!
HOW? I got the feeling that I'll overslept later-_- I'm gonna be real dead.

Who is kind enough to give me a morning call later @ 6:15am?:D
Okay, no one except for my alarm clock. Hopefully it can successfully wake me up. Ring out loud please!!! Haha.

Left only a few hours of sleep): should I just forget about sleeping? Sigh!

Byebye.
Good night!~

2009-06-23T05:06:00.002+08:00

It's 5am now and I'm still awake.I'm gonna be dead later. I'll be like a zombie walking around NP. LOL.
I think my time management is really 'chui' during holidays. I'm leading a very unhealthy lifestyle now. Haha. I gotta go sleep real sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon, seriously!!! But I'm not sleepy yet.

Good night or morning:/ LOL

2009-06-22T20:44:00.003+08:00

Taken some time ago with Papa & Mummy:D I looked very ugly.

Hmmmm.. I'm wondering how am I going to rush back tomorrow. Sigh! Why is this holiday so packed?

Bye bloggy. I think I should let you rot again. HAHA.

2009-06-19T02:01:00.000+08:00

This is weird.
Why am I becoming like this?

2009-06-16T23:17:00.010+08:00

Keep going out = Keep spending money = Keep eating = Weight increasing):

I shall cut down on all these
But Holidays = Relax & enjoy life:D

I shall post some photos.

Ladies day.

Neoprints!!

1P01 & 1P02 BBQ[very few people turn up-_-]

Outing with the girls, but Ervina didn't turn up. She has band camp. Sad!:/ LOL

Kim, the noob. HAHA.

I've watched 3 movies since holidays started. Haha.
I LOVE HOLIDAYS:D

Bye!~

2009-06-15T02:53:00.003+08:00

I hate this feeling. Why is it affecting me?
Why is it even exist here? Wrong wrong wrong!! GO AWAY!

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Band & Pharm BBQ later. Which one should I go?
Or should I just skip both? LOL.

2009-06-12T10:44:00.002+08:00

Common Test is over & I CAN SMELL THE FREEDOM!!!!!! HAHAHA.

Well, it's still too early to be happy about it. I know!! I know I flunked all my papers.
But who cares? I've done my best, not the very best though. Blame on my lousy memorizing skills. Haha.

Holiday schedules are packed.

BYE!~

2009-06-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to feel the holiday mood already. HOW??????????????? This is bad bad baddddddddddddddddd.. I still have one more paper to go. INPH!!! So many things to study and MEMORISE!!!!!!!

Brain dead! Only slept for about 3 to 4 hours for the past few days.
Need to bathe and sleep now. I need to learn to bathe earlier at night:/
Chiong tomorrow. HA!

Tired! Good Night!~

2009-06-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

WTH!!! I hate this. I hate this. I studied CMB for the whole 3 days until late at night and I forgot more than half of the things that I've studied during Common Test. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & I realise that I've always study blindly._.
Why am I not born smarter? LOL.

OBC tomorrow morning and I'm still stuck at Alkane. I think I don't have to sleep already tonight since I've to wake up at 5am tomorrow morning and it doesn't make a difference from sleeping just for an hour or two.
Why did I fall asleep just now? Tsk. Pissed with myself. I have super poor time management. Sux!!

Go study! Bye!~

2009-05-23T23:49:00.005+08:00

Today's band practice was okay. Saw Asyikin, Clarence and Simon[LONG TIME NO SEE:D] on the way to band room. Sectional then followed by full band.
My playing is still as bad as everT____T

After band, went to find Janet, Kim, Jiahui and Andrina at Space @ 72. They came down to NP to wait for us. So good! :D Had dinner at Bukit Timah Plaza and played pool after that, with Jiani, Jiahui and Kim. KFC[super unhealthy!!!!!] AND POOL AGAIN!!!-__- Jiahui's wants. Haha.
We laughed like some mad women while eating and playing. All thanks to the stupid joke that Kim introduced. Haha! I enjoyed that(:

I shall mug hard for my CMB tomorrow. The test is next week):
but I know nuts about it.

& I think I got the lowest for OBC's quiz in class. It's so demoralising.
I studied until 2am. But I got to know that what I studied was not tested the next day.
Damn sad! It's such a waste of time and effort.
All the things that I thought were less important came outT___T

Till here. Tata!!!~

2009-05-19T21:53:00.003+08:00

Good news!!! I passed my exam(: I've promoted to Intermediate 1.
I was very lucky this time round. I studied the very last minute and thought I would fail it for sure. But who knows? HAHAHA!

Having CATS presentation tomorrow~_~ Aww! I hate presentation.
I still can't understand Bio. I need a tutor man! Crap! Haha.

Lack of sleep!~
BYE!~

*self-reminder: Don't give up! Don't give up!!

2009-05-17T19:54:00.003+08:00

The girls who I always hang out with in school(:
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I'm gonna fail my exam tomorrowT__________T

I NEED MORE TIME TO ABSORB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How I wish there's 48 hours in a day:/ Haha.

2009-05-13T16:27:00.005+08:00

I think I've really got into the wrong course. But what's the point of regretting now?
I just got to know that my classmates practically study everyday!!!!!! No wonder they can understand so quicklyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Because of that, the lecturers' pace become very fast.
I CAN'T FOLLOW AT ALL):
I didn't come from those very good Secondary Schools and I'm not belong to the smart ones. The teachers' pace was so much slower in Secondary School.
How do they expect me to follow as fast as them??
Imagine if you're still at question 2 and the lecturer has already gone as far as question 4 or 5.
How will you feel?

It's only that 3 pathetic modules and I cannot even get a hang of them.
What's wrong with me??
It's just so wrong. Common tests are coming soon and I can't even understand a single thing about Cell and Molecular Biology and I'm like the only one who is lacked behind of everyone.

It's only the first month of school and I'm already struggling.
How am I going to stand for the next 3 years?
Isn't Poly supposed to be less stressful than Secondary School?(like what people always say)
Why is it that I'm feeling many many times more stressful as compared to Secondary School?

It's not gonna be easy!!
Neither do I have the right to regret now!

2009-05-06T20:17:00.003+08:00

I got bitten by worm and it got worse):
It even spreads to my left hand now and still spreading thou I've seen the doctorT______T

The medicine has drowsiness effect. BAD BAD BAD!!!!!

HOWWWWWWW????????????????

2009-05-06T18:34:00.002+08:00

Aww! I'm tired.

School is getting better but yet tiring
& everything is undone, unsettled and not understandable.
Those are the sad parts.

I think I like my class thou not as much as how I love 4e2.
Haha.

IS modules are cool!!!!
S&W is fun. I get to learn how to play netball:D
I don't like CATS thou):

Bye people~

2009-04-25T20:44:00.004+08:00

School has started. It's not fun at all thou I've made some new friends and they're all nice people.
I need to wake up at 6+ every morning(except for Wednesday, 5+) It sucks to know that I'm one of the minority whose lessons start in the morning, EVERYDAY!!
I can't sleep late anymore): & I can no longer sleep during lessons because I'll be the only one in the class who falls asleep during lessons-___- and I no longer have Kim beside me to keep waking me up or explaining to me after classesT__T

Now, even thou I stay awake during the lectures, I still can't understand the things we're being taught. HOW??? especially Bio. I don't like Bio. All the terms are so difficult to understand and remember. Why wasn't Mjr have Combined Science(Bio/Chem) during our time? Tsk.

I still cannot understand all the things that all the lecturers taught. Dying!!!

Anyway, let's talk about today.
I went for NP Concert Band's Tune-in with Qi ping this morning. Azri was nice enough to fetch us(:
Got to know some members from the flute section(: They're all so PRO. They can sight read so well. I'm sux at that-_- The pieces are full of running notes and so much harder than Secondary school band's pieces.
There was this girl beside me, called Jia hui, facing the same problem as me. We kept encouraging each other. Haha. She's cute and funny.
Hmmm, well, hopefully everything will be fine as time goes:D

I gotta work hard to improve myself, in both studies and CCA. I'm so lost now):

That's all!~

2009-04-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

SAD SAD SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!~
T_____T

Helppppppppppp!!

2009-04-02T21:23:00.003+08:00

Guess what? I fell down twice within 5 minutes today, WITHOUT GETTING INJURED. It sounds stupid, isn't it? It makes me look even more stupid. I swear whoever saw it will definitely laugh like nobody's business): Even Jiahui wanted to see the scene. EVIL!~T____T Argh! So malu. Guess today's my 'falling down' day. Luckily I didn't go jogging:/ Ha.

Ha. Forget about the malu incident~_~

Genting trip wasn't as enjoyable as I've expected, maybe because of the family thing that suddenly cropped up I guess, or Genting isn't that fun? But it's still a great experience to travel with friends without any adults(:

Went to Kim's house to have muffins baking session the other day, together with Ervi and Jiahui. We baked chocolate chips and banana muffins. They tasted GREAT!(:
Went out with Aaronn after that. Hmmm! We've planned to have this outing quite long time ago and we finally had it. Haha. Rachel was supposed to be there too. But she was too tired after her FOC. We watched the Confession of a Shopaholic. Nice movie(: The day was filled with laughters with Aaronn's presence(:

Celebrated Jiahui's birthday *which falls on 10th of April, on the 29th of March in SUPER ADVANCE since Kim will not be in Singapore on the actual day. We went to GOTO Japanese Restaurant which specially serves Vegetarian food on "Sunday" by the ENSO Kitchen. That's the only Japanese Vegetarian Restaurant in Singapore~_~ THE ONLY ONE AND ONLY DAY IN A WEEK! Haha. The food was nice and healthy but expensive. Each person costs around $45++~_~
After that, we toured around a "don't know what" temple(forgot the name:/) and Central, since Jiahui claimed that she's never gone there before when she did-_- Then, we got a slice of cake for her at Tcc and slacked there for the rest of our time(:

Yesterday, I went back to MJR with 4e2 peeps, to collect our 'O' Levels cert and testimonials.
Aww! I miss secondary school life. Ha.
Well, nothing seems to have changed. Dropped by band for a while too. Aww! I miss band too~.~ They're currently working hard for SYF. ALL THE BEST MJR BAND!:D
We left around five and headed to Bugis to meet Mdm Toh and the guys. We were supposed to have dinner together but sadly, Mdm Toh couldn't make it as her mother-in-law had cooked her dinner and the guys had had their early dinner-_-
In the end, only left the 4 of us, Janet, Qiping, Ervi and I. We had steamboat buffet. Enjoyed having dinner with them(:

Anyway, I've stopped working. There isn't any slots for me too. I'm gonna rot at home for the next 2 weeks before school starts, since everyone will be having their orientation camps~_~ and I didn't sign up for mine:/ Haha.

That's all for today~

P. S. Too many photos to upload and I'm too lazy to upload too:/ Feel free to drop by Either Jiahui's or Ervi's blogs or Aaronn's blog for the photos:D
I'm so good to promote their blogs here:/ HAHAHA!

2009-03-19T23:57:00.004+08:00

It has been a long long time since I blogged. The blog has revived :/ Haha.
Suddenly, I don't know what I wanted to write.
Life has been great? I guess. Work work work & spend spend spend. Haha.
I'll be going Genting with Jiahui and Ervi this coming Sunday. Only the 3 of us! Dangerous? No, we're wonderwomen!:S Haha. Guess it'll be fun since it's not during holidays periods(:

Time flies. Five months of holidays have passed.
School is reopening pretty soon, in less than a month time. I'm so so soooooo not looking forward for school to start.
Imagine about the LONG SCHOOL JOURNEY, which will take about an hour plus to reach and $90+ per month since I'll be taking both train and bus concessions[heart pain! ): ]! *faint><*

I want a longer holiday!!!!!
But this is like the longest holidays I've ever had in my school life [more than half a year if you count it]

That's all for today. Will update again when I come back from Genting. If I'm not lazy(: Hehe.

2009-02-05T03:24:00.001+08:00

It's only the starting of 2009
& everything seems so wrong though school hasn't even started): *sighed*
BE STRONG, Yuli! Be positive! Everything is gonna be alright.

~I can't get to sleep again.Tsk.

2009-01-23T04:38:00.005+08:00

Yesterday might be my last day seeing SU JIALIN before she leaves Singapore. Met her for two days consecutively but yet I failed to take pictures with her. Sad!):
She'll be leaving on next Monday, the very first day of Chinese New Year & I won't be in Singapore on that day which also means I can't send her off):

I've known her for almost three years. It's not long but I appreciate her for being one of my very close friends.

I still remember the time when I complained to her about stuff which were unrelated to her and how she listened to them attentively and the time when I cried in front of her when I felt down and how she would encourage me. Also, the time when she complained about how sux her life was & the time when I irritated her, the time when we were in band; those practices, performances, concerts etc, the band chalet, and those every single outing we had with the bandmates.

She's one of those who had filled up pages of history of my life in band, Manjusri and Singapore.

Seriously, I can't bear for her to leave but it's all for her own good, for her future, meaning, I shall be happy for her and wishing her all the best in her upcoming challenges that she's going to face in the foreign country. Must learn to be independent ah, learn how to operate the washing machine:/ Haha.

Miss me:/ & keep in touch yea! Ha.

**Going back later, off for my beauty sleep~~
HAPPY ADVANCE CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!^__^

2009-01-20T03:23:00.004+08:00

Ha! It's time to update, or else, Kim is gonna say again.

'O' Levels results had been released on 12th January. It marked the official end of 'O' Levels.
L1R4: 11 and L1R5:14 without CCA bonus point.
It's almost reached my targeted grade and I hope that one grade won't make any difference. I'm quite happy with my results, especially for Combined Humanities. I thought I would fail but who knows I got an B3. Afterall, consistent work did help(:

Anyway, choices have been submitted. Hopefully I won't regret for making those choices. The results will be coming out on 30th January which is the day I'll be coming back to Singapore.

These are my 12 choices.

Biomedical Science(Singapore Polytechnic)
Biomedical Science(Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
Pharmacy Science(Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
Biotechnology(Singapore Polytechnic)
Biomedical Science(Temasek Polytechnic)
Food Science & Technology(Singapore Polytechnic)
Chemical Engineering(Singapore Polytechnic)
Banking & Financial Services(Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
Banking & Financial Services(Singapore Polytechnic)
Hospitality & Tourism Management(Temasek Polytechnic)
Human Resource Management & Psychology(Singapore Polytechnic)
Psychology Studies(Temasek Polytechnic)

The last five choices were chosen randomly. I hope I won't get into any of them as I'm more interested in the science courses~.~

Oh yah! I'll be going back on this Friday for Chinese New Year Celebrations(:
Finally, I won't be working for the whole two weeks. Don't miss me, Ritz Carlton! And I know it won't-.-

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Went out with Meng zhe and Pei qin, together with Ervina, Jiahui and Kim. We introduced Meng zhe and Pei qin to Kim(:

It was sorta my last day seeing Meng zhe and Pei qin. Meng zhe will be going back soon and will only be coming back to Singapore on April. Pei qin'll be going JC and won't be working again when her school starts which will be when I start working again.
I'll definitely miss them): Hopefully we'll have other chances to go out together again yea(:

That's all for today(:

2009-01-07T04:22:00.004+08:00

I guess I can't follow what I've planned.

It has somehow affected me though I've tried my best to prevent it.
Why? I don't know.
I've been telling myself it won't matter much.
But it does matter a lot, more than what I've expected.

I've been struggling to make the decision. It's not easy.
That's why I've been avoiding, reluctant to give any replies.
Say I'm ignorance, but I'm just very scared, to the extent that I don't know how to face it.
Say I'm cruel, I'm bad, I'm heartless.

I won't deny.

2008-12-23T03:25:00.004+08:00

15th December '08

It was class BBQ. It was still fun though only 15 of us went.
We celebrated the November and December babies on that day and advance Christmas too.
We exchanged presents with one another & I got chocolate-.-
Planned to stay until morning but I have work at 9am on the following day so took the last bus home with Kai tat and Derrick & Kai tat sent me home. Thank eh(:

When we separated.

The presents.

Cake cutting.

The birthday cake.

Jiahui and Derrick's favourite picture(:

Emo:/ haha!

17th December '08

Went out with Jialin, Jiahui and Kim. They accompanied me to send my grandma off. Thanks people(:
It was the day when all we did was eating. We had Pastamania, Chocolate fondue and Subway. Jialin's forever a joker lah. She could turned the fondue into fountain and waterfall and then back to fondue with Jiahui's little help. Haha.

After that, Jiahui and I went Jialin's house till around 12am, while Kim went home.

20th December '08

The class gathered again, it's more like only the 12 to 14 of us gathered again.
Watched the YES MAN! and had lunch at Billy Bombers. We went separated and met up again at night but only left with a few of us.

Waited for Ervina at Ritz Carlton and went for supper at around the Esplanade area. Chatted for hours, Derrick's stories were scary. Haha!

Reached home at around 4am and woke up at around 8am for work.

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I've finally finished updating(: It's full of pictures though not all pictures are uploaded. Anyone wants the BBQ pictures, come and ask from me(:
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Grandma came & Mummy and the others will be coming soon[maybe on 24th, Christmas eve]. I'll visit them as often as I can.
I might or might not be joining the class and bandmates for the X-mas eve and X-mas celebrations. Sorry yea but you guys are understanding(:

2008-12-09T04:34:00.002+08:00

Everything can be very unsuccessful at times.
Let's just hope that they will get better each day.

2008-12-07T04:16:00.002+08:00

Mummy came on Friday but I didn't go find her today(Saturday), only yesterday that I did. Hopefully I can wake up later to look for her. I seldom have the chance to accompany her whenever she comes. Now that I'm on holidays, I still have very little time for her. I'm such an unfilial daughter): I shouldn't have booked on these days. I thought she'll be here later but she changed the date.

Mummy said she couldn't recognise me when she saw me-.- She said I've lost weight which for me is a good thing. Haha. But again, I've been leading a very unhealthy life since 'O' Levels ended. I guess I won't live long:/

Anyway, today's work was kinda sux. I was appointed to serve the VIP tables. Super stress! I don't like the group I was in though the work was pretty light. Well, it was still a whole new experience for me.

Oh I nearly forget about this thing. I saw my malay teacher, cikgu noraini on the way to work today, so coincidence. But I was rushing so didn't get to talk to her more. I wonder when will I be able to see her again. On the day when 'O' Levels results release? Maybe. Heard that the tentative 'O' Levels results is on 15th January. SCARY! I don't want to face it. Urgh! Forget it!!!!!

*A random post cos I can't sleep):

2008-12-01T00:49:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY SU JIALIN!!!(Unglam but I know you love it. Haha)

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Hope you enjoyed the birthday celebration. It was a last minute plan so it wasn't well organised.

Had dinner at Jack's Place and went bowling[no movie for me): but first time bowling:/ ]. I spent $100++ within a day): My hard earned money just gone like that. Heart pain!! Haha. Anyway, I enjoyed the day out. It might be the last outing I have with Jia before she leaving S'pore.

The ladies!

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Group photos.

The birthday girl & I.

2008-11-29T03:21:00.000+08:00

It has been so long. My blog has become so empty.
I haven't been uploading pictures for a very long time too. I'm rather lazy to take/upload photos recently.

I have been working continuously for days without any off days. But I don't know why I don't feel tired. The only thing that I hate is that I have to stand for very long hours(sometimes) and it causes my foot to hurt badly every night. Other than that I'm fine with this job. It's getting better each day. I've made some friends there. They are all fun and nice people who are willing to help when you're in doubt.

Anyway, I can only work for 4 days next week and 3 of the slots start in the evening. I wanna work for more days!!!!!

& Sunday, Monday and Wednesday are off days. I shall rest or maybe have some fun:)

2008-11-20T03:16:00.001+08:00

HELP!!! I gotta wake up at 6 30am later and I'm still awake. I need some kind souls to give me sleeping pills lah since I can't get it myself. Anyone willing to help me? I'll give you a BIG BIG reward if you do me this favour:D

Eyebags are getting more and more obvious. Damn! UGLYYYYYY~~

Today will be a super long day, 9am to 12 midnight of work. I think I better go take a panadol(extra) now. My head is gonna explode anytime-.-

2008-11-18T21:19:00.003+08:00

13-14 [Class chalet]

It was great; BBQ, mahjong and cards sessions, 4e2 Bonding session, water bomb and all the fun. It was the first time that most of the 4e2 members present for class gathering. I'm sure no one regretted going for the chalet. Our bonds have strengthened. Looking forward for another one on January. It'll be no more crying, only laughter!

14-18 [Home sweet home]

Home is still the best:D

A sudden trip back for grandma's birthday celebration. Every plan had to be cancelled.

-Sorry people for not attending the percussionists outing;

-Ervina for not attending the concert;

-Kim and Jia hui for the shopping trip; and

-A big thanks to Jia ni for the work replacement which cost you 30 bucks to get a new shoes even though you won't be working again. Sorry! LOVE YOU:D

It was rare for the whole family to gather together though it was only for a few hours of dinner.

Thought of staying for a longer time since I seldom go back but I need to work on Thursday to Sunday-.-

Mum and Dad actually didn't allow me to work. They said it's dangerous to go home after midnight and I'm too weak for this job--'' But I insisted that I want to work as the holidays are too long and promised I'll take good care of myself. Then, they allowed.

Mum also doesn't allow me to donate blood because I have hypotension. It's only a slight one-.- but it's alright. I can donate next time:)

Lazy upload the pictures:/

2008-11-12T01:05:00.001+08:00

O levels are officially over.
FREE!! :D

Watched "The Coffin" It's not scary at all-.- I wonder why people said it's veryyyyyy scary. Haha. I don't really like the storyline.

Anyway, I've found my job. I've tried for 2 days. It's not too bad afterall, not as tiring as I expected. In fact it's quite fun. Will only be working again on this Sunday.
I'll be attending Japanese course soon. Excited!:D Although I'm a total left brainer, I'm still gonna try. Haha!

Going for body check up tommorow-.-

2008-11-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

Time flies. 4 more papers to go.

I can't wait for O levels to end:) 2 more weeks and I'll be free.

2008-10-10T23:20:00.004+08:00

Mummy will be giving me pills to get rid of anxiety.
So sweeeeeeeet of her! Heh!
Hopefully it'll work so that I won't feel nervous:D
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Graduation Day's over! O levels are nearing.
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!!

2008-10-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

NERVOUSSSSSSSS!!!!!
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2008-10-05T18:47:00.004+08:00

The room is so quiet without sister's presence. It's only a few days and I can't stand it already. I seriously need to talk to her:( I can't find any form of relaxation except talking to her.

Anyway, I can't imagine how she adapted to the changes in her life when she first came. She was all by herself. I gotta learn more from her!

11 more days to O levels. How I hope I have one more month to prepare:( I know it's impossible. I'll just do my best and hope that it'll over soon.

& I found out that somebody in the house stole my lollipop. It's my birthday present. Cheapskate!!!!!:(

2008-08-14T22:11:00.001+08:00

'O' levels English Oral tomorrow and I'm having fever now. Die!

2008-08-02T00:23:00.008+08:00

First day of Aug was rather bad. I slept only 2 hours on the previous night but I can't believe that I didn't fall asleep in class today.

A few of my classmates actually saw what happened today. Yeah, something happened. I don't wish to talk about it. I probably have to let it go now.

My stomach is still not well. It's been a week. I haven't been feeling like this for a long long time. Sometimes i feel like vomiting when i smell of certain food. I've no idea what's wrong with it and I've started to have eating disorder again. No!~ Hopefully it will recover before prelim starts.

2008-07-13T20:11:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!! :)

I spent my whole of yesterday with you. You better enjoy it eh?:X hahaha.
Glad that you like the present!:) I'm gonna be the last one to wish you later.

Back from jogging. 2 minutes faster:)
Jiahui actually wanted to jog with me but she was late calling me. By the time I saw her message and missed calls, I've already finished jogging. Haha!

And tomorrow is the first paper of block test.

2 more days to 'O' level MT(Listening Comprehension);
33 more days to 'O' level English Oral;
35 more days to Prelims;
98 more days to 'O' levels.

Time flies.. I didn't expect so little days left until I counted.
Alright, no time for other things.

~Off~

2008-07-07T15:20:00.000+08:00

I've been wasting a lot of time doing nothing *sigh!*

I've learned quite a lot of things during today's lesson. It's been so long since we attended the last lesson. The next lesson is this coming Saturday but I've got a date on that day. How? How am I going to arrange the time?

I'm feeling very sleepy now and my voice hasn't recovered yet-.-
Till here. Going to meet "people" in the library. Hopefully it'll be a productive day :D

2008-07-06T02:13:00.002+08:00

I finally had my haircut today. I asked the hairdresser to cut a bit shorter but she cut away more than 15cm. It's very short now and I'm not used to have hair at this length-.- but somehow I prefer my hair now. It's lighter and I don't have to waste so much hair products.

I lost my voice:( It sounds deeper than guys' voice.

2008-07-03T16:43:00.000+08:00

The next appointment is 7th July. Stupid! It's a holiday and I need to go for injection --''
My current body temperature is 38.1 degree celcius. I'm dying! Faster faster let me recover!:(
I don't wanna fall sick at this time :(
I need my energy back. I wanna finish up my homework, start revising, jogging etc.. lah.

Tired!
Off to nap! Yawn! zZzz

2008-07-02T03:03:00.001+08:00

Sore throat + Flu + Headache! I'm feeling terrible now :( I can't seem to be able to concentrate on anything. *sigh* but I'm glad that I didn't get it yesterday or else I'll have to go for oral in this condition.

Well, the oral topic was easy, about food. But I was too nervous to think any of my favourite food so I just said out whatever things that came into my mind. It's the first time that I could speak. Yippee!

I gotta try to sleep now. It's getting late.

~Good night~

Tell me what have I done! To receive such treatment from you. Hot & Cold!!
I'm human being. I, too will make mistakes.

2008-06-29T19:40:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is Malay 'O' level oral. Let's see how badly I am going to fail :X
Will I be just sitting down there and keep quiet? I hope I won't but so far there's never once that I can comfortably answer the questions >.<
Wish me luck!

2008-06-21T11:45:00.004+08:00

I'm looking forward to school reopen. I've been rotting at home for so many days. No life!-.- I know I would be very busy once school starts.
Ervina has gone back to Indo. I miss her :X Haha! Faster faster come back!:)
I'm almost done with all my holiday homework, except for some which I don't know how to do. I didn't really study during this June vacation as there are a lot of homework need to be done. Sometimes schedules are so packed till I cannot even breathe, but nowadays are rather free.
Finally, the internet thing has settled. The connection is faster now. Happy happy me :)

O level Malay oral is coming and I still cannot speak. Let's see if I can even get a pass :)

Off to library!

2008-05-31T19:47:00.001+08:00

VIRGO - The Perfectionist

Dominant in relationships

Conservative

Always wants the last word

Argumentative

Worries

Very smart

Dislikes noise and chaos

Eager

Hardworking

Loyal

Beautiful

Easy to talk to

Hard to please

Harsh

Practical and very fussy

Often shy

Pessimistic

2008-05-30T22:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16 ANDRINA

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DERRICK & KATSU

After today's lesson, we went to have a very full lunch and our dessert was more expensive than our lunch-.- Anyway it was nice. Then, we went to the National library and stayed for quite a long hour there. Quite a productive day!:D

So sweet =X

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Few days ago. It was Yu cong's treat. Thanks sister =X Hahaha!

~End~

2008-05-26T21:00:00.002+08:00

Mother Tongue 'O' level is over though still have paper 3. But 70% was done:) I was very nervous throughout the whole paper. I was so stupid that I wanted to write green light and I ended up writing red light. Argh! I'm dead :( Stupid me! :(
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After the paper, went queensway with Ervina, Jia hui and Kim to get Jia hui's sport shoes. After that, we went IKEA. We had a lot of fun there and we didn't even realise that time passes so quickly. They really brighten up my day :D
Poor Jia hui! She lost her $50.
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The journey home was very long, from the first stop until the second last stop. It was the longest bus ride that I've ever taken. It took me an hour or more to reach home. Now, I'm having a backache -.-

Pictures:

~End~

2008-05-23T02:05:00.003+08:00

CLASS PHOTOS:

I looked weird -.- Thanks to my swollen eyes and bangs! BOO!! Haha!

2008-05-12T03:28:00.002+08:00

Aww! I'm blogging at this hour. I can't sleep. BOo~

SUNDAY

Though I know mummy will never read this. But still..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY !! <3

I woke up at 7+ in the morning. But it was still early so I went back to my sleep. I wasn't really have a nice sleep. I woke for about four times before I decided not to continue. Part of it was because the house was too noisy -.-

I spent half of my day trying to sleep well and the other half studying with Ah ce. It has been 987162345748392038945 days since I studied with her and had lunch+dinner alone with her. Though we stay together, we hardly have the time for each other since the beginning of 2008 >.<

Actually, I didn't really study. I only read through one page of my Chemistry note. I spent most of my time falling asleep and reading those recipe books(YUMMY!! :P) Haha! We reached home around 12am. I had a chat with her about our "uncommon topics" -.- Random eh!

My tumb is bleeding. Pain! :(

2008-05-09T20:26:00.002+08:00

MYE is over! More are coming! :D
It has been a very busy week for me. I've spent most of my time studying with Ervina and Jiahui. There are times that our revision didn't go well. But we encouraged one another. Haha!
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Well, I've realised that I've slacken a lot this year. It's time for me to catch up with those topics that I'm not good at in this coming June holiday.
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After today's paper, I went Marina Square with Ervina and Kim. It's been a long time since we went out together. I think the last time we went out together was the beginning of last year.
We planned to leave earlier but we wasted a lot of our time at Muji. I guess I was the one who dragged their time=X haha!
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I'm still wondering what to do during these 4 days of break. Study + Rest? :)
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While I was busying doing my revision, many things came into my mind. I've realised a lot of things. Things that I've expected and have happened before have not been changing. But I'm still dragging along with this feeling of mine. I wonder if it's a mistake, and what I've done was wasted. I'm tired of being lied and hid from everything again and again.
A simple thing like massage really means a lot.

2008-04-27T18:26:00.002+08:00

I'm wondering.. "Are you taking it for granted?"

2008-04-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

26th SCHOOL ANNIVERSARY & MONTAGE 2008
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Montage was my last performance as a Manjusri concert band member.
It was definitely a memorable one. Haha!

LAST DAY OF BAND

I'm gonna miss band badly :(

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Mummy came here for few days and I couldn't even go find her :(

What a good daughter?

I MISS YOU:(

2008-04-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

Time flies. The next two days will be our school anniversary and Montage. Excited?

I don't know. Haha!

Soon, I'll be stepping down from band.

And I'll have to study very hard for O level.

It's getting nearer and nearer. Woo~

It's out of my control. I can't do anything about it.

I'll just pretend NOTHING.

CIP!

2008-04-10T23:59:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY HNGOI JIA HUI!!

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CIP was fun. Haha! I was in the same group as Ervina, Jia hui and Kim, the same usual project group. We were assigned to collect unuse newspapers and clothes at block 3A. We thought the area would be quite big but it turns out to be very small and a lot of unoccupied rooms. We finished the task before the time. Haha! Fun
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Class photo.
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"Don't let someone be the priority of your life. You're just an option of their life."
Quoted from Ms Tan. Quite true, isn't it? Haha!

ROAD RUN!! =D

2008-04-05T22:14:00.005+08:00

This morning, I was supposed to meet Catherine at Aljunied MRT Station at 7 10am. But I woke up at 7am. Haha! I managed to reach there at 7 25am. I thought I'd be late>.<

I saw Catherine and some 4E2 peeps in the train. Fated! Haha!

The road run ended quite early. We went to have our breakfast after that and walked around Tampines.

Ervina and I actually planned to go out with Kai tat after that. Unfortunately, he couldn't make it. He has been postponing it for so long. BOO~

I reached home around 4 plus.

I still feel very tired after having 4 hours of nap. haha!

Determination dropped!!!--FECKLESS

Hold on or Give up?

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2008-04-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's happening to me these few days.

Everthing just doesn't seem to be going well.

And again, I received another bad news. Sigh!

RAIN RAIN!!!

2008-03-11T16:24:00.004+08:00

I almost couldn't wake up again this morning. Aww! It's always so difficult for me to wake up early in the morning during holidays. Luckily, Ervina and JiaHui gave me morning calls. So sweet of them =] and so I was able to attend A-math remedial on time. It ended at around 9 30am which I consider very early-.-

We[Ervina, JiaHui, Kim, SiYing and I] were actually wanted to watch 'The Sky of Love' so we rushed to PS and thought we could still make it on time. But guess what?? We went to the wrong cinema. It doesn't have that movie :( Anyway, after much consideration, we made our decision, we watched 'The Leap Years' It wasn't too bad afterall. I was touched by some of the scenes and cried =x Hahaha!

We went separate ways after the movie ended =]

I still want to watch 'The Sky of Love' lah :(

And I wanna go cycliinnngggggg, does anyone want to go with me? Haha!

Ervina will definitely accompany me:D So sweeeet of her! xD

I have a bad headache T_T

The feeling is terrible.

Furthermore, I couldn't find my that box of panadol 'Extra'

I have got no idea where I placed it.

I think I'll have to get a new one soon.

Urgh! Help!

Let it go =]

2008-03-09T19:51:00.003+08:00

The previous post was deleted =]

I slept at 1+ am last night and woke up at 2+ pm today -.- It's been a long time since I had such a long sleep.

I wasted my whole day doing nothing today. Actually planned to go pray and IT fair with my sister. Due to the heavy rain and my stomach cramp, it was cancelled. I ended up doing nothing. Idiot!

Thats all for today.

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2008-03-01T23:55:00.003+08:00

It's the first day of English tuition. It's kinda malu =x hahahaha! I don't why I felt so nervous. Argh! I'm crazy. haha! And Ervina kept laughing at me -.-

I think it's quite useful =] I gotta really thanks Sin hua and his English teacher *forgot the name=x haha* if I can pass my English O levels. Heh! Hopefully I can pass so that I won't disappoint his teacher.

After we had our lunch, we headed to Suntec City to collect Ervina's prize. She won a MP3 player just by filling in a particular form. So lucky eh~ She came my house afterwards as she needed to use computer to do e-math project. She stayed till 7 plus 8.

~Heh~

2008-02-28T00:08:00.003+08:00

It's already Thursday and I'm still awake though I need to go to school later. Haha! I had just finished 3 papers today. 3 papers in a day, let's see how bad I've done for all 3. I have very high possibility to fail my POA. That's the worst :( Well, I must work harder next time.

Band - We had sectionals and followed by a short while of full band. My playing is getting bad to worse. Sad! T_T But I can't do anything about it. There's always not enough practices. My schedule is really packed. I can't practice like what I used to be. Now, study is the most important =]

Ah ce has came back here again. She's noisy =x hahaha! Alright, chatting with her can really feel less stressful. She's crazy over her appearance. hahahaha! Hopefully she won't read this post of mine xD

I gotta go sleep now.

2008-02-21T21:23:00.001+08:00

School was alright. Common test has started today. First paper was English. Follow by Malay paper tomorrow. I don't know what to study for Malay. It's free writing. Hopefully I won't be having any problem =] The rest of the papers will be taken next week.

Time seems to pass very quickly. How I hope it'll stop for a moment, so that O level won't seem be nearer and nearer. BOo~ Stress!

There's band practice tomorrow. Another long school day of the week.

And need to go back to school on Saturday for POA remedial -.-

Some pictures:

~End~

Bla bla bla!!

CAPEK!!

2008-02-16T01:24:00.001+08:00

It's almost a month since I updated. The reasons for me for not blogging for so long are adaptor spoil, and too busy with school work.

I celebrated CNY in Indonesia with my family :) I skipped two days' lessons in order to have a trip back to Indonesia, but it's worth it. Although I didn't do much things during the CNY, i get to celebrate it with my family.

I have been sleeping for only 3 to 4 hours for the past few days as there were too many homework that I needed to complete. I had no choice but to burn midnight oil and rushed as many as I could. CT is coming soon and I haven't studied. I'm gonna screw this CT. Sian! I'll have panda eyes real soon. I need to try to sleep early. Haha!

Thanks people, for the valentines' presents :)
Love all of you. Haha!

2008-01-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

I finally come and update. It has been a long long time since I updated. People have started telling that my blog is dead. Haha! esp. Elaine =x

School has started few weeks ago. School is kinda busy, full of remedials, tests and homework. But I still enjoy campus life =]
This year is gonna be very stressful. I gonna study hard for my 'O' level.

RANDOM:

~End~

2008-01-03T02:02:00.000+08:00

It's just too difficult for me to say out.

2007-12-31T02:49:00.000+08:00

2007 is coming to an end. It's been a very nice year for me. I got to know a lot of friends, learnt a lot of things and gone through many many things. There were a few bad things that I did too and difficulties that I've gone through. Haha. However, it's still a very nice year.

- Healthy body xD
- Good attitude =x lol.
- Very nice family members
- Very nice friends
- Good relationship with 3E2 people
- Good relationship with band mates
- Improvement in my playing[Flute]
- A great improvement in my result. Haha!
- Etc etc etc

Those are the few things that I hope to maintain in the upcoming 2008.

I'm gonna miss 2007.

GOODBYE 2007
and WELCOME to 2008.

2007-12-29T02:51:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling tired and sleepy but I can't make myself falling asleep. I've got no idea what is happening to me. *sigh* It's been like this continuously for many days. It's terrible. I feel like turning over the day and night. I need to have early sleep when the new term starts.

Going to library tomorrow. I hope I'll have the mood to do the holiday homework. I need to be energetic.

Flute outing~~

2007-12-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

We were supposed to meet at 2 30pm at City hall MRT station. As Mr Foo suddenly appeared during GESS band practice, their band practice was extended until 5pm. So we postponed to 6 30pm.

I went to meet Joey and Yanda at Aljunied MRT station first. When I reached the station, they told me that there were some problems with the train so we went to take cab to City hall. It was Joey's treat. Thanks babe! Haha! Xinying came after a while and followed by Jingwen. Finally, it was Jessica, Shimin, Sinhua and Tracy. Elaine didn't come as she needed to go out with her mother.

We went to have dinner. After that, we planned to catch a movie but there wasn't any show that will end by 11pm. Then, we went arcade -Play play play- I'm a lousy player. Haha! Jessica and Tracy left first. We left after a while.

Daisy =]

These are the presents i received. Thanks people! Haha.. I love them.

I'm totally in love with the chocolate eggs that Xinying gave. There's tiny sweets inside every egg. They are so cute. Haha! But I finished all already. Nice!

My sister has gone back to Indo. She left me alone. I need to sleep in the room alone. BOo~

There's band practice tomorrow. Yay! I miss my flute =D

2007-12-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

BOo~ I'm just back from indo. Haha! I had a really good life there. *eat sleep eat sleep* =X Mummy is GREAT. She cooked and bought a lot of my favourite food. Haha! I enjoyed a lot there. I hope Ervina enjoyed the trip too. Jiejie asked me to bring her back again on the next holiday. I guess he had a lot of fun playing with her. Haha..

I'm gonna homesick =( Looking forward for the next trip back which is Chinese New Year. I can only go back for a few days though.

Pictures:

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Next few days are gonna be busy. I haven't finished any holiday homework yet except Geography which I've done before the holiday. I'm going to rush as many as I can. Last minute work is not easy. I'm so regret. Haha!

2007-12-19T03:35:00.000+08:00

It's 3++am now and I'm still awake though I gotta wake up at 9+ later. I have been enjoying a lot lately and I'm going back later, got more to enjoy. I miss the food there. HAHA! Ervina will be going back with me. Yay! It's gonna be fun.

It's time for me to sleep now or else I'll be overslept later.

Sayonara~

13th December 2007

2007-12-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

Mbrosia

The concert was great. I'm gonna miss it. I LOVE MANJUSRI BAND =D

The concert hall.

Combined band. Jialin's conducting wor~ Haha..

Azri, sis and Adam.

The flowers =]

Sinhua.

Ervina.

MJR band.

GESS band.

Percussion Ensemble.

Flute section with Jingwen.

Xinying.

Elaine.

Joey.

Flute section <3

2007-12-06T02:03:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since I last posted. Things aren't going too well. Having band practices most of the time.

I feel real bad for what I've done. I feel so guilty. I should have arranged everything properly. I just cannot control my feeling. I'm still doing it when I know I shouldn't. [???????????????]

The concert is next Thursday. It's so fast. Argh!! *NERVOUS* How how how?

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2007-11-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

A lot of things happened for the past few days. There were both good and bad. I'm lazy to elaborate them. Let's just let the photos do the talking. Pris had gone off to Germany. I miss her :X Hope she'll enjoy her trip there.

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Everything is getting bad to worse. My feeling is still unstable >.<

2007-11-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

17th December 2007

Group photo.

Had combined band practice with GESS band. After that, went for a change and off for lunch. After lunch, went to meet the rest. We reached escape around 3. There were many people there. We needed to queue very long to play all the things -.- After than went teoheng. Sing sing sing. HAHA! Then went to have dinner + supper. It was FUN.

Wew~ More photos will be uploaded! ^^

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2007-11-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hehe! Suddenly got the urge to post these pictures. =]

My Dearest Flute! Band!^^

My Family =]
The 4 of us [Before]

[After] Can see the changes in us? HAHA!
Friends!
Another group of Friends! :)
Lastly, Ervina and I :D

Woo~ It's holiday now but I still gotta go back to school some days for band practices and remedials. Hmm.. Just finished re-do the Geography project. It's worse than the 1 before:( Well, Forget about it. I haven't started any holiday homeworks yet. There are a lot of them + 10 book reviews *Fainted*. 4 English books and 6 Malay books :( I haven't started reading any Malay book and just started to read an English book.

By the way, I'm currently watching this Japanese Animation called 'La Corda d'Oro'. I'm so in love with the characters inside:X. They're all so cool. Wow~ Good-looking + Talented = Perfect. HAHA!

Fantasy eh~

THURSDAY : HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!

2007-11-09T01:55:00.000+08:00

HAHA! Public holiday = No extended curriculum. Went out with the people to Marina Square.

2007-11-06T18:32:00.000+08:00

I seriously need a job NOOOWWWWWW. Please offer me 1! =]

Nothing to do!!

2007-11-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

Decided to post this video, since I'm still awake. God, please let me feel sleepy! or else ... HAHA! Crap! Hmmm.. This video was made by JiaHui. The photos we took during Halloween night. Good effort that she put in. Thanks wor~

There's only 1% of my school days that I came late. However, I've been going late for school since the first day of extended curriculum. Maybe it's due to the words 'extended curriculum' which is so different from 'normal school day' HAHA! This bad habit(LATE) iss coming back again. I'm gonna quit this stupid habit. Late is a very very serious problem in life. lol~ Well.. It's MOSTLY due to my sleeping disorder. I have been having sleeping and eating disorder since those few weeks before End of Year Examinations. DIE! How am I going to survive? BOo~ I gotta go back to normal =]

2007-11-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

Went IKEA with Ervina, Mingkai and Shawn. I thought there were more people going along. In the end only 4 of us-.- Haha! They planned to buy the things for Percussion Ensemble for the year end concert but the things are too expensive and are over the budget given. So end up only bought a frying pan. LOL! And they lost the receipt. Dunno how are they going to claim the money from band. Dumb! =X Went Shawn's house too. Played PS2 and computer =] We ate a lot of food throughout the whole day. Thats all.

What a perfect match xD

NO PEEPING IS ALLOWED! HAHA!

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Don't act one cool Mingkai =X

Shop shop shop!