I've always been very self centred, probably since the day I was born to this world(I don't have a choice. That's my personality) Everyone who is close to me knew about it. Maybe not all, but majority of them. So, thinking about other's feelings before my own is never in my mind first. Until when something goes very wrong, then, I'll realise what's more important.
Things are no longer the same now. I know I'm being a little cruel at times, but the reality is cruel. I might not be very considerate. But you're not being one too. We're the same. Think about it! You'll do the same to me if you're in my place now. It happened to you before and if there's a first time, there will be a second, third and etc. Human beings are born selfish. For that, you can't blame anyone else, but you, for being born as one of the beings.
You're one who is putting on a mask in front of those people out there too. Don't just say about me! Face the reality! Everyone is born with both positive and negative personalities. We can't always ask for the best from others while you, yourself, can't give your best. You gotta learn to accept both!
You might never read this, maybe not now, but I'm sure you know who you are.