I'm very disorganised now. A lot of things are not yet done. I tried to settle them fast but I'm feeling very restless. I thought I would be awake after the running, but I still fell asleep after a warm bath.


Dark circles and eye bags have become my good friends): I used to be so proud that I'm always one of the few who don't have dark circles and eye bags. Tsk.
I tried to sleep earlier last night but I couldn't. I tried reading books and notes but still failed. It took me hours before I could finally sleep.


Besides those undone works, I've been going for classes late almost everyday. I don't know what happen to me:/ Is it the bus' fault or my fault? No, it's mine. *sigh*


School has become not so important to me now, so as Jap. I'm like wasting dad's money to make myself suffer instead of enjoying every single lesson, like how I used to be.

What exactly is important?
I need to get back the past motivation! I have to..


~signing off~