If only all these things have not happened.
I could have prevented it from happening. Why didn't I do so?


I'm feeling very guilty now.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate this feeling!
I hate making empty promises but I did it twice! ):

I'm just adding oil to fire! It ain't supposed to be like this.
Why can't I do the things that I'm supposed to do??!!?!


I think I shouldn't think so much about it. But I just can't seem to be able to concentrate on what I'm supposed to be doing now? WHY WHY WHY? ):