Wednesday, January 7, 2009
♥
I guess I can't follow what I've planned.
It has somehow affected me though I've tried my best to prevent it.
Why? I don't know.
I've been telling myself it won't matter much.
But it does matter a lot, more than what I've expected.
I've been struggling to make the decision. It's not easy.
That's why I've been avoiding, reluctant to give any replies.
Say I'm ignorance, but I'm just very scared, to the extent that I don't know how to face it.
Say I'm cruel, I'm bad, I'm heartless.
I won't deny.
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-4:22:00 AM